Amillia Renario

Amillia Renario (née Fenren), also known by the stage name Abelin, nicknamed Millie, and formally known as Lady Amillia Renario, Baroness of Crocetti, is the eldest daughter of Olaf and Mari Fenren, the younger sister of twins Elanzo and Enzo, the older sister of Serina, the niece of Vezio Strano and the second cousin of Rosita Burgi. She is also the wife of Luca Renario and the first love of Puck.

General Information
Amillia is the first daughter, and third child, of Olaf and Mari Fenren. She was born and raised on her mother’s family’s estate, Villa Friscella. Much like her father, Amillia quickly took to the creative arts, especially singing and dancing. Ever since she was ten years old, she’s performed alongside her father in his troupe.

Groomed from a young age to emulate her mother's idea of a "proper noblewoman" in Chailea, Amillia is a somewhat high strung, but sweet and intelligent person, with a very curious nature. She also maintains a pure nature about her; although this, to those who truly know her, is born from her forced devotion to traditional "feminine virtues", and something she has come to greatly despise. Yet, in spite of her true feelings, she often still upholds such ideals and is known for presenting herself with grace.

Meeting Puck
When she was roughly fifteen, Amillia first met Puck upon his arrival to Villa Friscella. They shared few interactions at the time, both because their differing social classes gave them little reason to, and also because of general time constraints. As Olaf’s assistant, Puck was present during most rehearsals, however, where they often shared glances.

Amillia would later admit that she sometimes secretly listened in on their lessons during this time.

Friendship
A few weeks later, Amillia began to remain after group rehearsal in order to privately rehearse for an upcoming recital. As it was Puck’s duty to clean the studio after, the two found themselves alone. The first few minutes were tense, with both clearly nervous while in the other’s company, but as her performance progressed, Puck found himself entranced by her singing, so much so that he was brought to tears. Embarrassed, he fled. She approached him the following day, asking him if he was okay. He said he was, and that her singing simply caught him off guard - he had never heard a voice so beautiful before. Caught in an awkward silence, he apologized for fleeing, and then went back to work. With each passing day after, Puck grew more accustomed to hearing her sing and even began to cheer her on.

She eventually stopped staying after group rehearsals, though, as her recital had come and gone. The day following the recital, Puck eagerly awaited her arrival to hear how it went, with the two secretly sharing an excitable hug over her success. Due to this growing fondness, they often snuck time to speak, even if only for a few minutes.

Learning the Truth
Nearly a year later, it came to light how Olaf met Puck. Amillia, shocked by this revelation, quickly went to him expecting answers. Showing remorse, Puck reluctantly admitted that it was true before attempting to explain to her that it wasn’t something he enjoyed doing, nor something he’d take pride in; he was only trying to survive. His words rang hollow, nonetheless, as she refused to listen and left.

She went on to ignore him for nearly two weeks, during which others could tell a difference in her attitude, before learning that he had been beaten and knocked out one night by her Uncle Vezio for interfering in his abuse of Shiva, a handmaid. She went to visit him in secret, upset over what happened to him. Both apologized, with Amillia admitting to wanting to be friends again.

Affairs of the Heart
A couple of days later, Shiva returned to work. Amillia found her, asked how she was after what transpired with Vezio. The conversation eventually came to the topic of Puck. Shiva seemed giddy when discussing him, eventually revealing to Amillia that she quite fancied him, and was thinking of pursuing him. Much to her own surprise, Amillia found her chest aching upon learning this. She agreed with Shiva that Puck was special, before quickly wishing her the best of luck in winning his heart. Later that day, she brought up Shiva, and her feelings, to Puck who seemed unaware. Amillia then reluctantly spoke in support of their relationship; if that’s what Puck wanted. He had little to say on the matter, simply stating that he was unsure. Amillia would later find out that Puck agreed to an outing to Vaalise with Shiva, with many servants spreading gossip about them.

Genuity Is Art
About a month later, Olaf revealed to Amillia that he finished the first draft of his new play and that he wanted her to play the role of the love interest - Elizabelle. Not wanting to disappoint her father, Amillia agreed. The two began to spend far more time together, as the play required them to, only causing Amillia more emotional anguish.

They eventually reached a scene where Elizabelle agonizingly declared her love for Puck’s character, Rubiano. Without consciously intending to, Amillia used the opportunity to pour her heart out to Puck in the guise of Elizabelle, ending the scene with a teary-eyed, passionate, kiss. While not what Olaf originally had planned for the scene, the raw emotion Amillia brought to it elevated it immensely, leading to changes in the script. Puck, having never experienced anything like that, was left speechless. Amillia later apologized to him, much to his confusion.

Confession
One night, Amillia was approached by Puck outside her room. Offering to speak privately, they entered, where he told her he was considering leaving Villa Friscella. Startled by this, she asked why. He seemed nervous to respond and was unable to look her in the eye, but finally admitted that it was because of her.

She was hurt by this at first, believing she had done something wrong, until he clarified it wasn't her specifically, but instead the feelings he felt toward her. Since she had kissed him, he had been unable to stop thinking about it; about her. He spoke of how it made his chest ache, and his mind race, something he perceived as wrong. And how earlier that night Shiva had done the same, but that it didn't feel right, instead making him feel guilty. He was extremely conflicted about all of these feelings, and apologized, coming to the conclusion​ that it was for the best if he left. Amillia, in the midst of crying, instead admitted her own feelings, and how she had been hurting in silence that he didn’t feel the same, before walking over to him and passionately kissing him.

They ultimately agreed it was for the best to keep their feelings, and subsequent relationship, hidden, leading to many secret meetings around the estate in the months that followed; their favorite spot being by the small pond in the old garden.

Things wouldn't be the same for much longer, however, as it was discovered that Vezio, after being forced to leave Villa Friscella, had drained the family fortune, leaving them in crippling debt.

Inappropriate Rendezvous
Following their move to Chino, Puck was forced into the servant’s quarters, and his opportunities to see Amillia alone grew ever smaller. Something they both came to greatly dislike. In an attempt to mitigate this, as suggested by Amillia, Puck regularly began to climb up to her balcony to see her, even though it was considered "inappropriate".

Most nights they simply talked and enjoyed the other's company. Once, they discussed the future, and their hopes for it, with Amillia revealing that she wanted to leave Chailea and travel the world as her father did, before eventually settling down and starting a family. She looked forward to the family life, wanting two children, a boy, and a girl, which she would name Juliano and Adelaine respectfully, where she could sing and dance with them. When asked why only two, she explained her family proved how easy it was to be neglectful; even intentionally. Puck, on the other hand, had bigger dreams, wanting to become a person of renown, with wealth and respect. When asked if he wanted children, Puck replied that he was unsure, admitting he never really thought about having a family, and though he felt not having kids was probably for the best, as "a child with no parents is bound to be just as bad". Amillia wholeheartedly disagreed stating that great parents are made by those who recognize the failures of their own and learning from them. After some thought, Puck revealed that if he ever did have kids, he’d always liked the names Markeau and Alise.

There was also a night where Amillia revealed she had stolen​ a bottle of Lè Qour from her father's personal study, wishing to get drunk for the first time with Puck. He agreed and tried to feign that he had drunk alcohol before, only to immediately cough himself to tears upon downing his first swig. Amillia, in tears from laughing, swore to never let him live it down. They did eventually get drunk, however, ultimately waking up the next morning to the sound of Amillia's handmaid knocking on her locked door as they laid awkwardly wrapped in each other's arms; naked. Extremely embarrassed that neither could remember what happened, they quickly scurried to dress with Puck fleeing off the balcony, nearly falling in the process.

The entire day they both were dazed and unable to coherently speak to, or about, each other. It wasn't until that night, when Puck visited, that they finally attempted to have a conversation about it. While tiptoeing around the conversation, it eventually came out that being sexually intimate was something they both wanted, but was too afraid to bring up. In an act of bravery, Amillia began to undress, with Puck following suit. Nervous, and unsure if it was their first time or not, the two had sex.

On another occasion, It was Amillia who actually snuck into Puck’s room. Around that time, she had grown worried about her brother, Enzo, giving cause for Puck to follow him one night as he drunkenly went wandering around the city. He eventually got himself into a bad situation with some strangers, and when things really turned south, Puck jumped in and intervened; not that he was much use in a fistfight. Though not unscathed, he luckily still had his street smarts, managing to get them away from the situation. Feeling she was responsible, Amillia attended to his wounds and made him promise to be more careful.

A Promise
As Yuletide came around, the two happily snuck in an opportunity to personally celebrate. While Amillia gifted Puck a personally-crafted lute, to celebrate his time as Olaf’s student, Puck gifted something else; a ring. Shaken from excitement, Amillia was brought to tears. The ring was nowhere near the quality Puck felt Amillia deserved, as it was quickly, and clumsily, crafted by a blacksmith, though Amillia seemed to love it all the same. Puck explained that he wasn’t proposing, but rather making a promise; he wanted to spend his life with her, and the ring was a sign of his vow that he’d become worthy enough that she would not only have the life he felt she deserved with him but that he would earn her parent’s blessing as well. It was also the first time he openly said that he loved her. The night went on to be very magical.

Reality Strikes
Despite their financial crisis, Olaf and the troupe still planned toward their show, with hopes that it would be what springboarded them financially. This proved to not be the case, sadly, as the crowd’s reaction to the play proved almost overwhelmingly negative, especially towards Puck. Amillia attempted to console him following being run off stage, though even her words weren’t enough, as he refused to speak to her. To make matters worse, due to Dunaparte’s party, much to her shock, it was revealed to Amillia that Luca, a fellow member of the troupe, and a longtime suitor of her’s, had been in discussions with her mother in the weeks prior about a possible union between them in order to aid the family financially.

Despite being caught up in her feelings for Puck, and her responsibility to her family, Amillia reluctantly agreed to, at the very least, spend time with Luca and “allow herself to warm up to him romantically”. When asked about it by Puck, she said she had no intention to go through with it, though, whether this was the truth is unknown. Due to this, she and Puck were unable to spend as much time together, though, even when they did, since the play, he had grown distant. Leading her to wonder if he was hiding something from her.

Eventually, her brother Enzo was outed for having made some type of pact with an otherworldly entity, something that shocked most of his family. Due to his relationship with Puck, Amillia couldn’t shake that maybe Puck had known, though she didn’t push the topic when he denied it.

Absence Makes The Heart...
Sensing that Amillia still hadn’t warmed up to Luca, her mother Mari suggested they travel the country together, as that was partly what brought her and Olaf together decades ago. Very much against the idea, Amillia began to entertain the idea with Puck that they leave instead, though he refused, thinking that it wasn’t a good time; though suggesting he'd make plans for them to leave upon her return. After spending one last passionate night with Puck, she ultimately left with Luca.

She was gone for nearly two months. She didn’t particularly hate her travels, though she found herself refusing Luca’s advances often, and also felt she would've enjoyed it far more had she been with Puck. In the end, it only solidified that she would in fact rather live a difficult life with Puck rather than one of status and wealth without him. On the day she returned home it was revealed to her that she would in fact be marrying Luca, however, whether she wanted to or not; because the family needed her to. Amillia vehemently refused all the same, before admitting her love for Puck in front of her parents. After an argument, during which Amillia called her mother out on her hypocrisy, she went to Puck in order to leave with him.

Instead, she was met with Puck’s disapproval of her behavior and his belief that she should in fact marry Luca. Confused, she tried to understand as he explained why they couldn’t be together. He eventually admitted that he was in fact the infamous Robin Goodfellow and had been for the nearly two years, pulling out a tarot card to prove it. Realizing that that was what he had been keeping from her, she broke down. He told her he was leaving without her, though she begged him not to, imploring him to instead leave it all behind with her. He continued to refuse, before finally confessing that he had slept with another woman. Amillia didn’t believe it until he told her it was Tabetha, his childhood friend. He told her that they reconnected while she was gone and that Tabetha was there for him when she wasn’t. Driven by a mix of what seemed to be anger and sadness, Puck continued by saying he didn’t love her anymore, delivering an absolutely brutal tirade against her, driving her to leave the room in tears. He left not much long after, and the two haven’t seen each other since.